Wednesday, 6 August 2008 ♥ 05:40
inline skating was sooo fun..i saw albert again..haha..he rmb me lol ^^ damn fun its like i never skate for soooo long le..haha
damn tired lor..still have to finish eom wr n physics..dying le..hope can rejuvinate during this long weekend..lol
better go mug le..sonja finally talked to pic-hill..lol..i was sooo happy haha
Saturday, 2 August 2008 ♥ 11:58
these few days have been pretty upsetting for me..i dunno y but i feel damn stressed..i cant seem to cope n sometimes i really feel stupid like y ppl can understand soooo fast yet i lagging behind..
2/8/08
i couldnt sleep so i went looking at my friendster fren profile..its like ages since i logged on..lol
i went to read alexa's profile..she is as pretty as before n i wonder when i will have a figure like her..den i saw tt she went VJC..n to think tt in tkgs she was always going out etc..i somehow envy her..how come ppl got so much life, have so many bfs n yet study well..y is life so unfair..i juz wanna study well n have fun but i already dun seem to be managing...
1/8/08
today..i was very very happy..cos some jap guy sat behind me during econs n he was speaking nihon..jap..hahaha..so intoxicated..plus caishan finally told me wad was going on n yes..my theory's rite again..lol
den during maths remedial..i look at the qns i felt so low..i feel like hey..y i m so slow..y m i so useless..mdm ong even wanted # to help me..of cors i never thot tt she wld help me..lyk duh..but i myself on the other hand totally hated the idea..even if # was willing..i dun wan..i DONT WANT..i dun need her pity..i m lyk her a human..y do i need her aid..i will manage..
there is lyk so much emotions in my heart..i dun like # comments..not tt i hate her but sometimes being too blunt can be offending n i m offended..i m trying to control myself but i m afraid i cant control one day..i dun wanna quarrel but the devil is making me feel horrible..argh..i juz wanna forget..i really wanna pass n graduate..i believe i can n so i will strive..i swear..
tt evening..tho i wasnt in a fine mood.. i went to meet germaine at bishan, n we went bugis to eat n shop..i eat wongkok char can tang..it was nice ok..we splurge n spent $34 in total..lol but aft food i felt somewhat happier n esp aft talking to ger ^^
n so we went talking abt our schs n ger told me tt she may not go for prom..omg..i cannot allow tt to happen..so i persuaded her to go..her reason for not going was "its a couple event"..men..i was pissed..y only couples can grace the event..i m a proud n happy single..(i think)..so y cant i go..i shall go partnerless =P
tt nite..we went to acs i n OMG..so many cute guys..hahahaha..i was soooo happy..shuang...the dance was wonderful..the songs were good too..haha..enjoyed watching jasmine n yes i cheered her name out loud..she heard n smiled..wahoo!!
before the event.. there was this vip seat tt we cannot sit..duh..but the vip tt came was very ill mannered ppl..there was this gall tt place her legs on the railing like she owned the place..ok maybe she does own the place but hey..in public..sigh..wad a disgrace
den the choir's president parents wanted the vip seats..they sounded damn bossy n said, we r the club's president relatives..so yes we r vip..wa lao..damn thick skinned lor..
but these small detractors didnt affect my mood..haha..kevin the emcee was funny too..'ladies u may call me kevin..gentlemen, call me aft the show..'haha..i was damn entertained..
saw eevin's gal..or gal to be..felicia..was ok la..kinda petite n cute..exactly the type tt eevin will go for..anyway..tts not the main pt..the main thing is tt eevin was reading a book tt i gave him in primary sch..it has my handwriting saying ' dun forget me'..something lyk tt..whoa..damn cheesy..but anyway..ee vin obviously didnt forget me..but now..i wanna forget him..haha XD
i wanna sleep le..its 3/8/08 at 3.25am..lol
