Tuesday, 12 February 2008 ♥ 06:10
been long since i blogged..i got a bloody 10 for o's n it has definitely affected my mum..so i dunno how i shld feel..saw her cry that day is lyk everything happened yesterday..the wound is still raw..anyways i m happy at ajc due to my fren..or cliques or wadeva u call them la..og not enthu nvm..felicia angeline jiaqi jeremy quite fun tho..den 19/08 rocks la..the unique one =D but juz the very thot of vday coming makes me all emo again..
y did he have to gimme tt lor..now i feel so unsure..n i hate tt..its not supposed to be this way..it shldn't be such a way tt i m going to get hurt...how i dun wanna start thinking is bcos i dun wanna have those kind of senseless fluctuating feeling n mood....ahahahahahahahahah....depressed n emo =(
worse still..me mam ask me appeal njc or vjc..i dun even have the confidence to dream now lor,wad makes my mum think tt i can make it...lol
consolation: i saw cute guys in malaysia...n i saw my cousin...=P
