Monday, 25 February 2008 ♥ 18:56
have not been feeling too happy sine the jae..somehow i miss the pae period..i dunno wad cca to take..studies etc..so irritating..wad do i picture myself in the future?
do i even have a future...my brother is attached..i m happy fo rhim but on the other hand i feel emo lyk y in my whole life i feel as tho being left out..somehow i feel v.tired..so back i go again in to my world of fantasy whereby dramas n comics r my life...i dunno if i can hold out anylonger but i m v.sure this is my period of feeling emo..god noes the pln he has for me but i dunno wad i really want...let fate decide
Tuesday, 12 February 2008 ♥ 06:10
been long since i blogged..i got a bloody 10 for o's n it has definitely affected my mum..so i dunno how i shld feel..saw her cry that day is lyk everything happened yesterday..the wound is still raw..anyways i m happy at ajc due to my fren..or cliques or wadeva u call them la..og not enthu nvm..felicia angeline jiaqi jeremy quite fun tho..den 19/08 rocks la..the unique one =D but juz the very thot of vday coming makes me all emo again..
y did he have to gimme tt lor..now i feel so unsure..n i hate tt..its not supposed to be this way..it shldn't be such a way tt i m going to get hurt...how i dun wanna start thinking is bcos i dun wanna have those kind of senseless fluctuating feeling n mood....ahahahahahahahahah....depressed n emo =(
worse still..me mam ask me appeal njc or vjc..i dun even have the confidence to dream now lor,wad makes my mum think tt i can make it...lol
consolation: i saw cute guys in malaysia...n i saw my cousin...=P
