Tuesday, 6 November 2007 ♥ 18:12
seriously..i dun really feeel that my blog exist..but anyway..i wont give up so easily..its o's and i have been real busy..kinda scared tt i wont do so well..it has happened b4 n i m absolutely terrified..now all thats left is mcq but i m like too scared to be even thinking abt the results...wad if i dun do well n i might as well commit suicide..going to korea in like 16 days time..really very excited n i wonder when was the last time i took a plane..pathetic huh...anyway..i shall be obsessed with my diet now since prom is round the corner...bought my prom dress le..i would not really call it a dress but who cares..its within my budget n looks appropriate..i have like spent over 1000 for just clothers to korea n tts way out of budget..but if the construction site canteen is confirmed then i probably wont feel so guilty.
with 11 pts for prelims where can i go..its lyk i m so loser not making it to even njc...how can i even face my parents...
the key to dieting is that i must fell guilty n hassled abt food..i mean think of all the calories..i seriously hope tt i get anorexia..den maybe i will be like perfect esp with my op coming up..but it seems that the op has to be delayed..this is seriously depressing
must be more moyivated n self discipline to run too..i wanna look gd in korea..i mean koren guys are hot arent they =P
i m kinda attached to germaine now cos she has been such a good pal..hopes she wont get kicked out by rjc n that zhuyun can make it there too..then we can meet up so easily since rjc is super close to my home
diet diet diet..chem chem chem..phys phys phys..thats all i can think bout now..gotta seriously get back to work..lol
