Sunday, 30 September 2007 ♥ 23:04
A friend is someone who sticks (hangs) to you at all times, and a friend is someone who you trust....
yet one of my fren that noes me for more than 10 yrs did not trust me..i thot he would believe me..i thot he would trust but all i got was a doubt..yes i was angry but thats the past..now i only lay hurt and ask ..wad is our frenshiop worth..wad does it even mean..
i came across this quote saying: "You cannot say you've lost a friend. If a friendship is capable of ending, it is because it never existed."
did our frenship even exist?
hope to get a answer asap cos you only meet your once in a lifetime friend... once in a lifetime
Friday, 28 September 2007 ♥ 08:17
recently..a few irritating events happened but wad made me pissed of was an accusation of someone tt i noe for a long time..i HATE being accused wrongly of anything cos the mistrust is there..i shall NOT bury the hatchet unless appeased
prelims results are back n aft moderation..13 pts..damn horrible..my chem physics n emaths must must do well.so i will use all the time possible to study..but of course must rest la..will sleep early too..hehe..watch magicians of love first then sleep..tmr still got physics mock..shit la..have to study again..sigh
Saturday, 22 September 2007 ♥ 09:54
22/10/07..that is one mths time from now..which is the day my o level start.
do i have the confidence to conquer my fear, myself? i believe tt it will depend on how hard i work..
a wk ago i was facing a family crisis which i think that it is not stable even up till now.
i will complete all the ws i owe both e maths n a maths...n i will work hard in the memory of mrs ng. no more slacking from this day onwards!!
bought a camera recently..hope tt it will capture precios memories tt i have missed these few years
watched 200pounds beauty..felt so sad foe hanna..cos it seems tt i can somehow relate to her but hey..i will definitly slim down aft o's..just wait n see..by 17 i will be a changed person!!
Wednesday, 19 September 2007 ♥ 07:38
havent been blogging recently ever since prelims..heard from my t'cher tt my 长文缩短not gd..damn worried..plus my e maths somehow i flunk it..or so i feel..die la..prelims lyk tt just hope tt my physics chem n bio can have miricale..really very scared
tday..i received a sad piece of news..my emaths t'cher mrs ng passed away..damn shocked..n i cried
life is nvr smooth isnt it..cant imagine how mrs ng's hubby n daughter can cope with the news...
pray for them
Saturday, 8 September 2007 ♥ 10:12
realised tt my entries r getting shorter n shorter but nvm..lemme elaborate events tt happen these few days
went out with pauline n yu hung to k box from 10 - 3 pm..went back home then headed for asha..nothing big really happened but i felt that i havent play enuf for tt day cos i somehow couldnt feel the high i felt when i was with my honey n galfrens..but that type of freedom now during this period i think is impossible plus tt time, i was drunk so maybe the nxt time i head for k, it wld be at nite with booze..haha..i m not a bad kid tho..i drink occasionally..its tantalizing!!=P
anyway, sat was forever so busy catching up with physics..i almost forgot my replacement with asha n had to rush all the way down..thank god for my mum who dares to speed n sent me for tuition in just a flash..haha
had went to cut my hair but somehow its not a very dramatic change..just to make it look presentable..
watched 我猜我猜我猜猜猜..tonight's theme was abt lovers n which one of them is already split one..OMG..aft atching that show i was super envious cos one of the pair was so damn sweet..i mean totally like a match made in heaven..i pray tt they dun split up or else i will be so heart broken..haha...lyk that is my business..lol
deep down in my heart, i feel tt i really have split personality..sometimes i really have an urge to find a BOYFRIEND especially aft watching/reading/seeing some very romantic love stories..but apparently i dun think is possible..never mind, i look n peel my eyes open cos i wanna look at the inside more than the outside =)
onthe other hand..i m lyk so wad..romance isnt every thing ..esp aft marriage cos real successful marriages are so far n few..even i feel tt my parents dun make the grade..love is so scary
wait..shouldnt i be studying..oh yes..i still have bio havent touch yet..9/9 will be bio n ss day..good governance..sg ind devt..venice..diplomacy n deterrence..health n edu n maybe people n housing..just hope tt the exam on mon will be fine..having weird dreams these days but i m not going to complain cos i had nightmares n weird dreams r nothing in comparison..=)
Thursday, 6 September 2007 ♥ 04:00
time's running out..so much to do yet so little time left
DOES AGE MATTERS?..u have the built, height and character tt i like best...will heaven give us a chance?
why is tt i have the sense tt u r avoiding me...idiot..i dun wanna noe so much le..好痛苦啊！！！！
Saturday, 1 September 2007 ♥ 23:39
great grandmother's 100th day death anniversary is today..n i woke up in the morn with a horrible nightmare abt how my poor results led to my mum's anger n death..lol..but i still cried tho..so loser..woke up n sleep with tears......
anyway..the stupid dvd player is giving me probs again..nvm..luckily media classic player is useful..if tt one relli cannot..maybe i use vlc??anyway..today saw my grandma..n i still cant stand the sight of her..so picky n urgh..i shall ignore her n not let such a stupid ancient person bother me..why cant she be lyk my grandmother in ipoh..so loving..this one in singapore so bias..敬人者人恒敬之，爱人者人恒爱之，为何它不试着去改，我曾经向感化他但始终不成功，唯独失望啊！
have to go tuition soon..so tired..sigh
