Thursday, 31 May 2007 ♥ 09:47
my great grandma passed away..these few days have been running from bisha to tao payoh..so tired..every nite stay till 1 to 2am...but it was a time when i realised all my relatives gather n we chat which we hardly do so..quite sad that my great grandma died but it was expected so not so bad..kinda miss her tho =(
went to acs i open house n heck..i m so tempted to apply for the IB..saw alexa, my ex tkgian classmate n i met a chij gal who noes me but i dun relly noe her..dunno why such things happen so frquently?..alexa made me thot of many things..when i was in tkgs..she was damn cho but damn vain..plus she was rich which makes me reconsider if i have any qualities to make it to IB other than my results..NVM..will strive for 6 pts then say how..
speaking of 6pts..met my cousin joanne n was quit unsettling cos so long never talk n she is always deemed by my parents a the better one among us..asked her how was her mid yr n apparently she did quite well unlike me..sad..but her sch paper is easy la..not trying to comfort myself but its true..phs is not even the top 20 schs of spore so to be mediocre at cgss isnt so bad rite..haiz..once i had failed to win her during PSLE n i will regret it my whole life..this time o level,i will NOT lose..WIN WIN WIN!!!!
gonna head for cameron highlands soon on tue 5/6..7/6 will be back..with a present for zhuyun!!cos this lovable fren of mine has helped me a million..=)..gtg go now..nxt time will mention abt places with good food!!syonara
Sunday, 20 May 2007 ♥ 20:33
=P..my parents are better in getting along..yay =)
recently, re-watched a show n it made me think wad will happen if a person knew that he or she was going to die in the future. will he or she be able to still be positive about life ?..if u r given a chance to change history..will u do so?
apparently if u wanna change it..make sure u do nothing wrong now cos today is the foundation for history!
recently discovered a new eating spot at amk blk 151 whereby the
there damn zai..their dimsum also good but its in a coffeshop!!cheap good deal =)
haha..gonna eat now =)
Monday, 14 May 2007 ♥ 01:12
to my dearest sweet heart out there..i m better now despite my insomnia n my bout of depression..i will work harder than ever to acheive my goals, aims n dreams..i never forget our promise n will strive to reach my ambition..do keep me in prayer as i walk on in faith..gonna mug now =)
Saturday, 12 May 2007 ♥ 03:55
these few days..have been sleeping all day..was upset due to my mid yr results esp my maths..i realy feel lost now..i dun noe if its du to my incompetency,carelessness or......i really dunno T_T
relly dunno how to tell my dad..have i let them down? but i really tried my best..i feel so guilty..wad can i do..i have really practiced practiced n practiced..wad shld i do?
Wednesday, 9 May 2007 ♥ 09:02
9/5
swam 12 laps today..actually wanted 18 but the skies turn it back on me..boo hoo! :(
wanted company but almost everybody has either sch or exam or lessons..haiz
slept thru half of my day n gave tuition at 3.30..thats my day lor..the only perk was at nite when i finally log onto my msn n hey..all my frens were there =)
li meng called to my great delight n we were discussing wad to day for a day when she come to singapore =)
n today..finally uploaded songs onto my blog ..yay!!
Tuesday, 8 May 2007 ♥ 07:07
today was a good start..first, i woke up myself which i think is a feat cos usually i will be still snoring away...then i went to vivocity to watch 200 pounds beauty..but there was no such a slot..in the end we watched fracture in which liu xi like the evil sinister old man..but i must admit that he has wits tho the young lawyer is much more handsome n he has integrity
to rush home at 5.30..i took a cab but i had no cash so i intended to pay by nets but for heavens sake..there was no nets machine in that particular cab..in the end i had to ask aunt leng for help n transfer the money to his acc..but it was a complete fiasco..argh
went to uncle simon's hse n my mum crapped with him abt the damn laptop which i had to frigging learn n my idiotic bro was lyk pestering me for that god damn thing..sucks..to worsen the whole thing..my dad was like saying wad graduates have a better oppurtunity in the cooperate ladder but i beg to differ cos now its not only the cert but also the exp..so when he has plenty of one n not the other, why not he just go apply for courses n get the god damn cert!!
10.00..had a tiff with my dumb parents aft watching the 9pm show on channel 8..i just cant stand how the show depicts exactly wad my family is going thru but my dad is not doing anything to improve the situation..i think this family is gonna end in divorce no matter how much tears i m going to spill T T
my greatest happiness comes from harmony within the family n if i cant attain that..life is kinda meaningless to me
Monday, 7 May 2007 ♥ 11:10
7/7
today's physics was a killer..despite studying for it..i still cannot ans a few qns..argh!!! shall kill my teacher cos he is the culprit-the setter of the damn paper!!
wasted my time in the noon by sleeping all the wa to six..wanted to go swimming but due to my laziness i had no more time..furthermore my chiropractic adjustment is at 7!!
at 2120..my dad suddenly suggested for us to watch spiderman 3!! so i went online to check the timings and hey.there is a slot at 2210..so we changed n rushed downtown!!crazy huh..no signs prior to this that we r going..
spiderman 3 was a WOW!!i learnt many things from the show like revenge loses one's heart n soul..sometime humility is impt plus there is like choices of teh heart etc so in total i strongly reccomend the show..worth for money =)
♥ 11:00
6/7
today set off for tuition early n den went to eat western food at upp yio chu kang road..food was superb with the fresh musscles and ingredients they used..the chef was once working in a restaurant but got retrenched hence he is out working as a boss himself the plus pts of his food was tasty n u can sense the effort place in the cooking unlike other western food
went to buy a laptop today at simlim square..costed a bomb but it was necessary for amway!!i would certianly love to see my mum having success in her MLM career!so thanks to the bustle of the new laptop..i was late for my tuition..damn paiseh(got 2 tuition in a day!) but anyway..lived with the humiliation n survived!!
♥ 10:44
sat 5/5
i watched abt 3 vcds today despite my upcoming test for physics..of 2 were korean movies by the name of 那小子真帅，and 狼的诱惑 both made me spill tears. the first one was a happy ending and i was so glad that i cried..the other was a sad one whereby one guy died. In 狼的诱惑，there was this brother-not blood related-loved his nuna(sis) but he had to leave his sis cos he had illness plus the sis was already with someone else. In the end i ended up liking both the main charcter of the movie which is actually originated from a book.haiz..i just cant seem to stop my tears...
den in the evening, i watched a recast of the drame serial王子变青蛙.just my luck to chance upon the saddest part of the whole series n i started crying again!!LOL
at 6.30pm,an idea struck me to go with my whole family to watch spiderman 3..we arranged almost everything and already reached vivocity but the watching the movie was unsuccessful as my dad complained abt the traffic..in the end we went to eat fish head steamboat at a shop opened by my mum's fren...it was cheap due tue to discount but hey..the quality of the seafood there was good..so that was for my entire sat
Sunday, 6 May 2007 ♥ 07:58
You are The Emperor
Stability, power, protection, realization; a great person.
The Emperor is the great authority figure of the Tarot, so it represents
fathers, father-figures and employers. There is a lot of aggression and violence
too.
The Emperor naturally follows the Empress. Like an infant, he is filled with enthuiasm, energy, aggression. He is direct, guileless and all too often irresistible. Unfortunately, like a baby he can also be a tyrant. Impatient, demanding, controlling. In the best of circumstances, he signifies the leader that everyone wants to follow, sitting on a throne that indicates the solid foundation of an Empire he created, loves and rules with intelligence and enthusiasm. But that throne can also be a trap, a responsibility that has the Emperor feeling restless, bored and discontent.
What Tarot Card are You?
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Friday, 4 May 2007 ♥ 09:13
i dedicate this blog specially to Limeng as i wan her to noe what is happenning in s'pore=)
finally nearing exams!!yay!! gonna watch my episodes of bleach naruto etc..since only physics left so dun care lah.. plus i got so many other things to be happy bout:learning archery, FENCING n dining ettiqute!!mus have some basic mannerism i guess..muz value add myself
life can be so unnerving..sometimes u juz cant please anyone (i only please my parents..others..go n die!!)..so i m not going to give the slightest damn to whims n pleas..i will fight, seek dispute n find my basic instinct...
quarrels r part of marriage life it seems..so i think i m having phobia of marriage..haiz..if anna was here, she wld hav rattled abt 10 gd reasons why marriage is good
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